Sunday, June 7, 2009

SOLE FISH

Here comes tomorrow
night
yesterday was the day before the one before that
and boy it was fun!

No time like the present
to sing cheers for joy
at nothing sacred
nothing holy

“All aboard”
said John.
Conductor John he was known as.
“Where we going boss”
she wondered
he never said
ignoring her feelings
and what she was about
“Come on
give a hint”
was what he recalled

No one traveled with them anymore
Solo Suzuki
was all he could say

Like a sole sushi on a piece of rice
alone on a plate
passersby could wonder
if it was the last piece left
or if it was the one piece ordered
by a man wanting to taste
or a poor man
rich in ideas
who could afford but one
but who could taste each molecule
and watch the rice
support the fish
draped like a shawl above
like a pillar from beneath.

I wear no shawl,
naked
my legs exposed
to the wind
passersby
see the hair
shiver
and think
(I am sure)
does he or doesn’t he
rich or poor
rich in money
or rich in ideas
poor in life
or thought

Nights come quickly some days
Bang! it is dark
you were looking away
you missed dusk
dusky senses
dusky flavors
dusty rose
but not me
I was there
and saw the sun slink south
under the earth
screaming to the horizon
see you later
I’ll be back

But then the night started in with
I am all there is
there will be no dawn
it is bleak darkness
and don’t you ever forget it

Morning becomes Electra
but last night is the end
of a past chapter
like a different kind of book
a mystery solved and done
a biography, life done
new pages new subjects new styles
like reading sports and then Shakespeare
the same night.

Heck, if that happened
all we could say is
What a night
What a night!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Why Hello there

Well, come to my blog -

here iz where i shall blig

az time undt cyber 

/space...allow or

where carcontrols

if you k-no-w what i mean

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day in the office
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and This is where the president puts his energy and legal efforts-go after poor old people when your computer screws up!

WASHINGTON, Sept. 28 — A federal judge on Thursday ordered the Bush administration to halt its effort to collect $50 million from 230,000 Medicare beneficiaries who had received erroneous refunds of premiums paid for prescription drug coverage. He said many of them might qualify for waivers because repayment would cause hardship.

The judge, Henry H. Kennedy Jr. of Federal District Court here, said Dr. Mark B. McClellan, administrator of the Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services, must immediately send a notice to every one of the 230,000 beneficiaries, stating that each has a right under federal law to request such waivers.

Federal officials had previously told beneficiaries to return the money by Saturday, Sept. 30. Judge Kennedy said the administration could not enforce that demand unless it first gave beneficiaries an opportunity to seek an exemption.

If a beneficiary requests a waiver, the government cannot try to recoup the money until the secretary of health and human services rules on the request, Judge Kennedy said in issuing a preliminary injunction sought by the plaintiffs. The plaintiffs include the Action Alliance of Senior Citizens, based in Philadelphia, and Gray Panthers, a national organization for older Americans.

Judge Kennedy said that any money already paid to the government “must be immediately returned to the beneficiaries so that they may decide whether to request waiver.”

Peter L. Ashkenaz, a spokesman for the Medicare agency, said government lawyers had not decided whether to appeal the decision. Mr. Ashkenaz said the government would do everything possible to ensure that beneficiaries continued to receive drug coverage “with the least inconvenience possible.”

Mr. Deford said beneficiaries were entitled to notice of their rights because of the Fifth Amendment to the Constitution, which states that no person shall be “deprived of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law.” The administration’s refusal to provide such notice violates the Constitution, as well as the Medicare law and regulations, he said.

The Medicare law says the government shall not recover an overpayment if the beneficiary was without fault and if it would be “against equity and good conscience” for the government to recover the money.

Dr. McClellan has, in effect, acknowledged that the beneficiaries are without fault, saying the mistake occurred because of “an error in Medicare computer systems.”

At the court hearing, lawyers for Dr. McClellan and Michael O. Leavitt, the secretary of health and human services, argued that Medicare beneficiaries had no right to a waiver and therefore no right to be informed that they could fight the demand for repayment.

The erroneous refunds averaged $215 a person, and none exceeded $800, federal officials said.

Beneficiaries “have been unjustly enriched,” Marcus H. Christ Jr., a lawyer from the Department of Health and Human Services, told the court. “Nothing in the Medicare program allows them to keep that money.”

One plaintiff, Lucy C. Loveall of Franklin, Ky., pays for drug coverage by having premiums withheld from her Social Security checks. She received $161.70 from the government, representing a refund for seven months of premiums. Ms. Loveall, 65, said she could not afford to repay the money because she and her husband had total income of $2,214 a month and total monthly expenses of $3,067.

The poorest Medicare beneficiaries do not have to pay premiums for drug coverage. But Mr. Deford said that many of those who did pay premiums had relatively low incomes. About half of beneficiaries have annual incomes less than twice the poverty level, he said. The poverty level is $9,800 for an individual.

 
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headspin dreams

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Entry for September 29, 2006
tomorrow is beginning of today 
and even thursday can be tuesday in some
worlds or neighborhoods
I've never been to before  
but someone has 
thats for sure  of course
never underestimate the power of a woman 
charming things are they not
love conquers all
so they say 
are they right? write
ryte
whrite 
come on- whats wrong with that one - white is fine 
who is hoooooooo
owls know 
they understand things like this 
they understand whoooooo's
and whoooooooots
and senses of privacy and whooooooo am i 
i mean who we are  etc etc etc
if the question never goes away perhaps it becomes time to answer 
it
or another
ever get a splinter
ok then you see the logic of my mind 
and the evolution of my thoughts
which evolve slower than the earth but surely there is a planet or rock
revolving at dog speed 
one year equals 33
slow  sweet nice
hey take your time 
it's only been a year and a half 
or sommin like that
slur to get down get down get down
boogaloo on broad street
because it has to start somewhere and b is better than a if progress is your guide.
nite now to you 
and morning to you .
tooooooo.

Entry for September 28, 2006

lets see how the day goes today -

some days go easier than others - thats just life isn't it

 


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Good Morning!   Good Morning!   Good Morning!
It’s a beautiful day!
Everybody up, up, up and outta bed-
Rise and shine  it's reveille time.
OK- now who's still sleeping?
don't you know it's time to move move move
groove groove groove? 
Ooops!  I better make sure I’m up too.
Hup two, three, four 
Hup two, three, four
Hup too, three, four 
Hup too, tree, fore
Hey- did someone say golf? 
or was that just a tree falling in the forest
that didn't make a sound 
because --- heck - you know why
but then again - where are all those people's ears that should have been listening
a Quandary- wouldn't you say
a Quandary
a Quandary
a quandary
Hell - I can say it without making it all big shottie in capital letters and all
after all, it ain't really much of anything when you get right down to it.
An apple a day keeps the doctor away
I’ve had mine already -
I suspect the day will turn out delightful
 
What's for lunch...


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delerious

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Entry for October 07, 2006
uh oh 
yanks tigers not lookin so good 
as we like to say
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Entry for October 04, 2006

Haiku:

 

Yesterday

Yanks 8,  tigers 4

Mudville joy

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Entry for October 03, 2006

my early morning on the way to work activity has inspired a song - country western - or so it seems to me - not my usual style - but not my usual early morning activity:  hope ya all can imagine a nice melody and harmonies to sing along!

"Parking Here Fella Gonna Cost Ya Big Time"

 

A lovely morning, just past dawning in the city,

I took my car out for an early morning spin,

Called up my girlfriend on the cell phone using handsfree,

Stopped at the yellows, waived as school guards waved at me.

 

Thought -it's so nice out- let me bring my girl some breakfast,

I’ll run inside there, grab a coffee- donut too;

Put on my flashers - kept a sharp eye out the window,

I was so happy, coffee flowing, cake for two.

 

Well then I stepped outside with package smelling nicely,

Holding that little cardboard tray with two cups neat,

When out of nowhere formed the image of a fellow

Flashing some paper, smiling meekly, saying sweet:

 

“Can’t put a Chevy near the bevy of my meter,

Can’t put your old Dodge at the curb, its just the same,

Can’t park a Honda with a blond-uh at the corner,

I'm writing tickets, that’s the name of my game.

 

Can’t rest a big Ford with a wood cord near the curbside,

And for a Toyota with a boat – uh it’s the same,

Can’t park a Caddy with your daddy in the back seat

I'm writing tickets son and this one's got your name.”

 

The coffee flavor dropped a notch or two believe it,

The pastry tasted kinda pasty in my mouth,

The coffee cup seemed slightly hotter in my fingers

I stored the car and went to work heading due south.

 

So now I’m sitting at my desk and working harder,

And earning money just to pay my ticket soon,

But in my head keep running words I cannot stifle

Those words that floated toward my ear well before noon:

 

“Can’t put a Chevy near the bevy of my meter,

Can’t put your old Dodge at the curb, its just the same,

Can’t park a Honda with a blond-uh at the corner,

I'm writing tickets, that’s the name of my game.

 

Can’t rest a big Ford with a wood cord near the curbside,

And for a Toyota with a boat – uh it’s the same,

Can’t park a Caddy with your daddy in the back seat

I'm writing tickets son and this one's got your name.”

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quick note today 
 not much to say 
 time is a wasting 
 and no time to play 
 wonderful feeling wonderful day 
plenty of sunshine heading my way 
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Entry for September 30, 2006
i'm going to californina in the morning
long before the night is over 
but still before dawn
mornng time still
california in my mind
don't ya just hear the raindrops
don't ya just hear the sounds a yes 
i'm going to california in my mind
where the hell is everyone?
here i am in fucking NJ 
riding down the jersey turnpike
its dark
the ezpass lane is flashing 
and i'm on ezpass street
and what the heck is it doing outside
no one nearby is dressed in camouflage but i can see them still
hiding along the steel guard rails
to keep me in line
i see them left and right 
and crawling up behind me 
slithering bumper guards 
positioning themselves closer than before 
pushing up against my car
my bumper is scratched now 
bent out of shape 
by what?- by pressure?- fuck pressure.
Who stands bowed by pressure in a free world? 
freedom oh freedom
choices, free will and dishwashing detergent in clear bottles
where the color of the soap can be changed at will
i say change the color of the bottle and leave the soap alone
this is America
we'll sing seventh inning oh beautifuls 
hosannas until the yankees score some more runs 
and the game is over 
the world series heads home 
and we can feel jilted by the taxi radio
playing shit but finding no baseball anymore 
we're lost
anchorless in a slithering stream
do you trust the mooring?  can you grab it with all your might and hold tight 
and pull and pull and pull and stay afloat
or is it a drifting sinker in the end
i don't want to hear time will tell
i don't have that kind of time 
i'm not a dog remember
tuesday is monday now
closer closer closer
but i need tuesday to slip over now and be tuesday
i need wednesday to be wednesday
and i need thursday to follow after all that arranging
i don't want to change my shoes 
and i dont want to move my saddle 
from one horse to another to another to another
to another to another to another
to another to another
to my mother to her mother to her mother to her mother before her 
and to my father before her
tomorrow is today and coming fast and i have miles to go before i sleep 
and it is not yet dawn
the sun also rises
and will the son?
"sleeeeeep"
he hears
"sleeeeeep"
it is the dawn 
the sky is dark he wrote as a child
when the dawn was colder 
and more shocking 
and stranger than it is now
when  the sky was green instead of blue
and when innocence and promise were all that lay ahead

things happen when we sleep 
let me get more.
Entry for July 21, 2007
todays a day for celebratin
all the joys we have in store 
and all the joys we have today
locked inside in a special way
but we have miles to go
before we sleep 
on the joy we dream about and weep
halfway home is not enough
for these old bones are full of fluff 
and half a glass is not enough
for these young bones who like it rough
its not the drink that stirs the straw 
its rather straw that moves the juice
and makes one feel like
diamond jim 
or lucy or steve
or that old friend Kent
the name i said long years ago 
that if your baby were called so 
he'd grow to be a different child 
than Arnold
or bill
or elmer hyde
the sound Kent made on the ear
made a different child i always feared
i didn't know kent or any other
but it was one of my thoughts asunder
when youth 
and elbow theories in my head abounded
where lots of fragrant thoughts redounded
so here i am stuck in my groove
with smiles 
and such nice times to make smooth
whilst (such a word- like old sliced cheeses
feeling round my bended kneeses)
whilst i deliberate and writhe 
within my skin still wanting rye
and having white or seven grain
its good my man - don't get me wrong-
why 14 hundred thousand strong 
would stand on toes to get a peek of what it was that I 
escheat
but why oh why does rye decry 
and call me in my slumbers song 
when head on pillow 
hugging arms
cozy covers
and wafting charm 
elude me or rather elude my thoughts or rather 
feelings 
those inner wants
i want i want i want i want
Henderson, the searcher , who looked and looked 
and looked and looked
and finding what? he ran to mama
not his but someone's
to safety 
because there were no answers?
or because the answers were uncomfortable 
or because what are we anyway 
or because he had not been known as Kent
not been called Kent 
from infant days
from growing days
from childhood dreams and bedtime stories 
and from morning rises and morning glories
he wasn't for calvary 
just infantry or worse
quartermaster corp or maybe a nurse

tomorrow is the first day of my next life 
Love, 
Bob

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good morning chicklets

smiles abound
rhymes are down
balls are round
and on the ground
smiles are smiling
all around
hugs are plentiful
tigers are making cheeks aglow so nice it
warms the cockles of my heart
as they say
and Beethoven plays tonight
boys firework watchers 
delight

time to run not hide
and slippery words 
stay locked inside
don't exude

hey I'm a dude

and i better start paying much more attention to snapple covers
I've been following fortune cookie 
advice
but gimme snapple (or a baked apple)
or gimme hot times in the old barn tonight
No Fright!

chocolate ice cream 
tasty and cold
makes my heart pitter
patter and pant
pants 

oh for the love of laundry and fresh clothes
unchain my heart
and let me wash my home

sadly, mold attacks
the machines have returned to my bedroom
the flood waters are receding too slowly from my walls

one day i shall move back in
and have shiny new paint to boot
and new boots to boot too

until then
like Madeleine at the plaza
the family lumbers on in city hotels amidst the cappuccinos 
and morning papers
room service 
and extra keys
and 4 tv's - one apiece 
but the guests must share...

pitiful i say
pitiful

instead i shall hear the philharmonic in the countryside
and float down the Delaware eating toast
and champagne 
or snapple covers 
on rye

for now- 
bye bye.......

Entry for March 18, 2007

You know the tomorrow they say never comes?
It’s here 
how? I know you're wondering 
how? how did that tomorrow that never comes arrive
like spring weather that's not here yet either
well, tomorrow sneaked its little shit foot in and then blag blah bloooog blug 
its here 
this is the tomorrow thing you've been waiting for 
did I say dreading 
our time has come and a time it is to 
sing and dance and 
eat jelly donuts by the peck
pick a peck of peppers
one at a time and eat the shit out of it too
wouldn't you 
and wouldn't you like to be a pepper too
dah da dada 
ooom di da da da da 
and wouldn't you like to be a pepper too

now I am wondering 
just wondering 
how it is 
how come it is 
that 
men don’t always know what side their bread is buttered on
why don’t they know it
why is it such a goddamn mystery
shit 
I’m angry as hell 
and not much going around about it that’s for damn sure
maybe I’ll have a blend shake 
you know
papaya juice with raspberry scoundrel and aren'tja juice mixed in good 
with sorrybay in lime fitting 
oozed all over the top 
like I give a shit what order they are going into the blender in 
end with prepositions and you will have propositions you can rely on 
that’s a fact
fact of life 
fact of nature
back to the real facts before digression 
anyone still up?
anyone still reading along? 
let’s call this entry 
digression 
total digression from dealing
digression from reality
hey where is that painting I did right after college?
my face it was or someone’s but really mine - aren’t they all really mine
and then I cut out from a plastic bag or saran wrap
some lips and glued it over the ones I painted on that drawing or watercolor 
fake smile 
plastic smile
I am wearing it right this minute 
smiley here! 
howdy doo
- did I have red lipstick on underneath that plastic bag back then ?
cause the gloss goes on giddy smooth these days 
and I don’t feel I even need the bag
sarenely smooth sara one could say 
he gets an internal chuckle over saran serene
sexy aint it 
like a low drifting cigarette 
clinging to the edge of the lips
hanging downward
like humphrey bogart
and etta james all in one - ( I don’t know if she smokes
I know her name is power-
leave it open - its ok-
don’t have to close every door every time 
or every parentheses every rhyme - 
see here I am writing in what I shall now delineate as the "dumb folks" style
style where the subtleties of my mind must be explained - 
can’t lay there subtle because help I need someone to see what the hell I’m talking about 
because I don’t always say it out loud 
and I sure as shit don’t always say it out loud to me myself and I 
if you know what the hell I mean 
by Irene- 
run 
that’s what I mean 
run run run run run 
make it stop
because it can’t can it run and then its done 
and that was life 
the journey itself not the destination
like the beautiful death poem goes
life is a journey and death a destination 
and everything in between 
a journey of life itself

well that’s sort of calming - perhaps by repetition itself - itself 
never finish 
never finish quite 
ever.
explanation point. period!


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new month old themes

i should have bought this piece of art at the sale last night

my kids would have liked it i'm sure


Entry for November 16, 2006

why hello there

 and welcome to my resurrection blog

filled with stars and stripes galore pinafore