Friday, April 10, 2009

Entry for August 31, 2008
Entry for August 31, 2008 magnify
it was a roller coaster type of day today was
a roll up slow 
and a screech down fast 
and turns and twists 
and upside down summersaults on the metal one 
and long spirited flaunts through the wooded trails of the wooden one

a roller coster type day
and seemingly smooth sailing on the other fronts
but somehow feeling roller coastery after all 
at the end of the sun part of the day 
when the dusk passes into dark night
and not even the stars or moon have made a difference 
in the lighting of the psyche.
a glass of wine with a hand mower on the label
passes for pleasant,
slight sadness is confused with quiet relaxation

I think it is the thought of existence and pasts 
that triggers waves of rides 
subtle 
and minor
a pickle full of spice to flavor the night 
wakes up palates and makes songs seem sweeter

this morning tennis was 6-3 loss 
and then it was 6-0 stomp 
had they lost focus? or desire?
had we improved so in the time of the sun rising higher
or was it just a roller coaster type day
nice - and fun - and fine and laughter filled
but roller coaster as well

and there in a rolling meadow, 
beautiful rolling meadow
HAL, a bohemoth, stood slab faced into the sky
i chased it down 
i had to 
it was compelling
its architecture penetrating enlightening overpowering
clean, lines like I'd never seen before
a building in the meadow, amidst the hills and mountains
27 stories high by my reckoning 
alone, and 27 stories high 
windows somewhere 
and windowless elsewhere 
i stopped in awe 
and urged the kids out of the car 
to stand and contemplate what was in front of us

none came out 
just me 
the only kid in awe of some brilliant architect
and the shape he put there

Otis center for elevator testing
somewhere within, an elevator or two sweep up and down
doors opening and closing 
for new sights and sounds
for new lives to find
and up along those 27 stories or two 
on the side where windows live
i guess some men and women work 
in offices
next to whirring elevators
and some of them kids at heart i hope
stopping to marvel 
that they sit some 27 stories or so 
in the air 
over the meadows
as if perhaps they were the neighboring mountain itself
they're not
but what are dreams made of 
if not dreams and flights of fancy themselves.

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